g.That Straight Narrow Path

Bees are really my choice of weapon. They produced record yield this year. 5 straight collections per hive. This was really impressive. I will find a way to double the profits. But winter is a bad player, bee deaths are serious business. Investment in new colonies are not too expensive. I will need more guidance from the whites. There is a queen in the picture, find her.

That straight narrow path is not easy to walk. All these years I have tried my best to follow that one path. I did occasionally stray from it but most of the path was intact.

I have paid my price for being that stupid narrow path guy. I was not rewarded for being so stupidly honest, but I did notice that that path did lead me to good long-term friends  and very few enemies.

Apart from keeping careful watch over bigger money matters, most business partners were afraid to give me that slip for fear that they will miss out on the next wave. Quite a funny phenomenon. Suddenly every business guy I meet is so honest. Amazing ...

Nowadays, I refuse to take in any new investors as I don't wish to share so much. It is strictly by invitations only. The fun part is all of them try so hard to gain admissions.

Sigh ... Time to deflect them by knowing more gals. Gals give me pleasure and don't demand share in the business. Yet these gals work their guts out to ensure my business success.

Always remember  good business model don't need cash to start. Good business model will build its own momentum. Good business model provides great cashflow.

Of cos, pimping should be legalized.

g.Leader of gals

Goats are not known for their meat nor skin. So I wouldn't be considering this category of farm. So far, no whites asked me to cooperate with them. I am not so much in keeping and later killing them. So, in this aspect, I wouldn't consider this too seriously. BUT, if tested to the max, of cos, I will do it. After all, I am still a chinaman deep in my heart.

All my life I have cooperated with guys in businesses. I have never cooperated well with gals. Everytime I partner a gal, instead of doing the business in earnest, they always want to jump me in the shortest possible time. Guys on the other hand can't jump me, so they normally worked hard to gain my trust. But, once the trust is gained, these guys will want to be like me. How can that be possible? I have worked all my life to be where I am. I seem not to be working hard. I seem to be able to pull the greatest weight with the least possible strength. It is possible only if I have been practising hard behind the scene all these while.

Partnerships with men had never been successful for me. Although I am a leader of men, I am going nowhere in life. I ceased to be a leader of men.

Now I have tasted being leader of gals,  it is all good.

Leading gals is different from leading guys. Leading guys requires leadership qualities and leading-by-examples. Leading gals requires a different tact. Gals are driven by their urge to get that best gene. I have to prove that I am that quality gene. I am honest, but I don't tell on my relationships. I am free, but I am willing to be bound by that true love. I am strict,  but I am willing to reward handsomely for that brilliance. I forgive easily, but I am harsh towards evil-doers of the heart. I live my life fullest, but only with those who are willing to walk with me along a lonely winding pathway.

I always smile when stranger gals of both old and young touch me. Getting  their approvals are so easy. They never stop giving me discounts when I ask for none. Get a bigger plate of food when I least expected it. Point me to the right way when I look so lost. They hold my hands when I have fallen. Interesting aspects which I have never been able to see in man.

The most clever thing about being a leader of gals is I don't even need to share any of my businesses with them. Cos they don't wish to participate in them, they just want to jump that man.

That leaves one last problem who should I decide to sire my next generation. This is the only setback for being a leader of gals. To give each and every one a kiddo is good, but how to cope?

g.Beta males

Chickens is a restricted resource. Any farmer keeps more than 300 chickens must apply for a license and quota. The management is easy. The profit margin is high but the death rates are bad. The acreage used is small but very labour-intensive. This is also not yet a choice for me right now, I will have to avoid this trade unless I am forced to. But, the number of whites asking me to try is so many. Really hard to reject. I will have to think.

I was once a Beta Male. I love my family and I love the person who gave me my family. But, when trouble began, one by one they left me. Only then, I realise that being a beta male was wrong. I thought by trying to provide totally for the family, it is enough. It was not. When true trouble began, all the lies will surface. All kinds of accusation are thrown at me. I realised that instead of trying to defend my position. I just gave in and accept all my accusations. I just couldn't be bothered.

If there had been true love, why is there a need to explain? There is no need. True love should be able to transcend all these ripples. I was wrong.

There is no such thing as true love. There is only a commercial transaction.

How can I be romantic if I have to pay for all the household expenses and yet still be able to go to a french restaurant occasionally? No male can have a perfect career and not fall every now and then.

To think that the other guy can romance the gal occasionally to a french restaurant disgusts me. Such a cheapo charade.

Anyway, to cut the long story short, I just say that all guys are alphas, but most chose to be beta to the gals they like. The time these betas got cheated, they will wise up and become a true alpha. when this happens, it is almost like a phoenix rising from the ashes, it is blinding.

Don't hold your breathe, this newly risen alpha will exhibit the true character of a genuine alpha. No lies. No Pretense. No weakness. Just pure power. Pure drive to succeed. Pure friendship that all men will gravitate to him for a share of that adventure.

Will he fall again? You bet. But, this time, he would squirrel away enough to  make even the most richie beta males smile at his cunning.

Will this new alpha takes risk? No. He will not take any more risk. Taking risk are for betas. Only betas are the silly ones to take risk. If the alpha is that strong, opportunities just open up and all he needs is to accept the offers. No risks. No mistakes. He is stable and thoughtful all the time.

g.Alpha Male

Just received an order for tanned leather. Now I have to hunt the cow people down and see how they are going to fulfill my order. Considering the fact that they only so far dealt with their own whites. I must come as surprise. But, no matter, farming remains my core competence.

Alpha Male is a person who don't lie nor make excuses for moments of weaknesses. An alpha male don't go after another guy's gal.

There are simply too many high quality gals out there waiting for the alpha male. He simply has to choose from the millions available. Beautiful ones, rich ones and talented ones. All he has to do is to ask them out. They will simply oblige and never say no. The risk of rejection from them is ZERO.

The moment he needs to lie. He is already reclassified as a beta. A beta would be miserable throughout his life. He cannot cling onto the gal he likes. The gals will just leave him no matter how much money he showers them with.

An alpha male on the other hand will have no lack of choice. The gals simply can't afford to lose him. Even if they are not together these gals will key in occasionally to keep in touch with him. In case, he needs a screw, she will agree readily. She knows that if he likes her in the end, she will be handsomely rewarded for her great decision.

An alpha male has a mentality of abundance. He will not touch another guy's gal no matter how beautiful or fun. He knows he will get his in no time.

An alpha male is also a leader of man. If he leads man, he leads the gals too. There is no such thing as leader of gals. The gals are too smart to have a guy as their leader. The gals are only controlled by alpha females. That simply means that if the guy is a nobody, he must first build his career before dealing with the issue of gals. With money, he can then learn to be good at gals playing.

g.Matters fo the Heart

These are baby turkeys. They are normally quite fierce and have to be kept in cages. I am not so keen to keep them. Llamas are still my favourite. See how this path will lead.

A guy normally has two key worries: career and gal.

If his career is fixed, he will try the gals. Some others will fix the gal issue first and go for career later. For the former case, the guy tends to be more successful but the gal issue is terrifying him. For the latter case, the guy will enjoy up to the tune of 100 different gals up to age 35, but have to face poor career choice later in life. Some of them I knew became security guards for the longest of time. Gals at this late stage will shunt him.

The choice is entirely one to take.

For most of us, we tend to be somewhere in between.

My suggestion (just my 2 cents) is fix that career and the gals will file in.

May all who lack love this Christmas season find love ...

b.Happiness - A blessed Christmas 2012

Today marks the birth of a new era. I am so happy. i have acquired my first 0.003125. Although it is not a big deal for every one else. I am still happy.

A man's journey always starts with the first humble step.

May I now look forward to the next step:

I have learned loads along this way. I now believe for every 10 mistakes, there will be 1 success. Just be absolutely self-patient.

May I wish every one here a merry christmas ... we all need one ...

g.show - 枇杷巷口故人來

has been rather self-pitying for a couple of days now. there were challenges and there were sadnesses, there were plenty of play-outs.

all kinds of sacrifice are done, whether they fruit or not, does it matter to me.

YES. they do. after all, they are my fresh and blood. i love them to see the best for them.

i am only a mortal, not an immortal that i would like to think myself as.

the video meant so much to me. all the talents that i have but never able to show. sigh ...

will i ever get a gal who knows how to appreciate me. just the plain vanilla me.

maybe i am too hopeful ...

fight another day then ...

枇杷巷口故人來 (show)

p.Brightness 2012

i have read Brightness 2012's blog: unknown

he has inspired me to finally write a blog, to track my progress.

it is very sad to see so many displaced people out there.

it is funny that across such a vast distance, our thoughts are so similar.

today, my eyes are wet.

in a place alone, far from the madding crowd. i am alone in a lonely room with 4 walls.

listening to the butterfly lovers tune given by darkness, i am now listening to about 5 versions of the same tune.

my eyes are starting to dry now.

to move to a new place to restart is very tough. no friends, no contact. played-out by landlord. little money left.

no one to talk to. even skype is relatively quiet.

but, the will to survive is strong in me. i will not say surrender lightly.

to return to that shit-hole is not an answer.

let me today encourage myself with this picture: 

please do not pity me for i have none to return.

thank you, darkness 2012 for allowing me to read his mind.