p.Pang Sai - A Very Popular Sport

What a wonderful sight ... It was such a nostalgic moment in time ...

p.Tengri is Not Nice ...

The last part is here:   Sigh! Another Blank

Sigh! Tengri gave me something nice today and yet slapped me again in another. I can never have double happiness.

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Road I believe is walked by common people. I am common. I hope I am common. Maybe through common-ness that I can find the unusual-ness of me.

Today I got played out right by an agent. Fuck him and fuck her. But, the world is round. What goes round must comes round. I sincerely hope that the thousands they made are worth every bit of their characters.

Since I didn't lose a single cent in this transaction, only a lost opportunity, may tengri gave me a sign as to which I should conquer next. I must admit I was also a little rash today for going so high.

The next one is in 3 days' time ... smile ...

p.Nicholas Tse Words of Wisdom

The last part is here:   Strategy - The Art of Anger Management

1. 人在的时候 ，以为来日方长什么都有机会， 其实人生是减法， 见一面，少一面。 The reality of life is that whenever someone comes into our lives, someone else is bound to leave – usually a person we didn’t treasure when they were around.

2. 别人怎么看你， 和你毫无关系， 你要怎么活 ，也和别人毫无关系。 You cannot control how others view you. They cannot control how you live either.

3. 面子到底多少钱一斤，我们为什么要在乎别人的看法。 Why should we care how others view us. Is our ‘face’ worth its weight in gold?

4. 有一天你会明白，善良比聪明更难。聪明是一种天赋，而善良是一种选择。 One day, you will understand that being kind is harder than being smart. Being smart is a natural-born talent, being kind is a choice we make.

5. 不闻不问不一定是忘记了，但一定是疏远了，彼此沉默太久就连主动都需要勇气。 After a friendship has grown silent, it takes courage to reconnect two friends who have not forgotten each other.

6. 不要在心情糟烂差的时候， 用决绝的话伤害爱你的人。 You say the most hurtful things to your loved ones when you are in a bad mood. Don’t.

7. 有时候，没有下一次，没有机会重来，没有暂停继续。有时候，错过了现在，就永远永远的没机会了 。 Sometimes, there are no do-overs or second chances; once you miss something, it is gone forever.

8. 用心甘情愿的态度，去过随遇而安的生活。 Be adaptable and have a willing attitude in life.

9. 所有的问题都是自己的问题。 Out of all the problems in the world, you decide which ones become your own problems.

10. 有时候，我们明明原谅了那个人，却无法真正快乐起来，那是因为，你忘了原谅自己。 Sometimes, even after forgiving our trespassers, we are still unhappy. That is because we forget to forgive ourselves.

11. 一个人有生就有死，但只要你活着，就要以最好的方式活下去。可以没有爱情，没有名牌，但不能没 有快乐。 As long as you are alive, live in the best way possible. You can live without love or branded goods, but you can’t live without happiness.

12. 其实，人都是很贱的，爱你宠你的人你不稀罕，对你冷若冰霜的却是穷追不舍。最后搞的遍体鳞伤的 还是自己。 Humans are all capricious. We don’t cherish those who love us and we crave those who ignore us. In the end, we hurt only ourselves.

13. 不要的东西， 再好也是垃圾 No matter how good something is, it will still be trash in our eyes if we don’t want it in the first place.

14. 如果你没瞎， 就别用耳朵去了解我。 Understand me through my actions, not through the rumours you hear of me.

15. 真正的牛逼不是你认识多少人，而是你患难的时候还有多少人认识你。 Being truly great is not about how many people you know, but how many friends you have when you are down and out.

16. 那些不需要解释的事情， 从你张嘴那一刻起 ，你已经输了。 In an argument that doesn’t need any explanation, you lose when you try to explain yourself.

17. 很多人闯进你的生活，只是为了给你上一课，然后转身离开。 Many people enter your life to give you a lesson and they leave shortly after.

18. 距离，产生的不是美，而是诠释了不堪一击的爱情。 Distance in a relationship does not create beauty, but it explains the fragility of the relationship.

19. 人生烦恼就12个字：放不下、想不开、看不透、忘不了。 Life’s troubles in 12 words: When one is unable to let go of situations beyond his control.

20. 女人没魅力才觉得男人花心，男人没实力才觉得女人现实。 When a woman no longer has charm, she will think that men are all players. When a man has no capabilities, he will think that women are materialistic.

21. 慢慢的，长大了，却感觉变沉默了，懂得多了，却不快乐了。 You quieten down as you grow older, you learn more as well, but you grow unhappy.

22. 明明不是陌生人，却装的比陌生人还陌生。 We are clearly not strangers, but we behave more distant than strangers to each other.

23. 跟自己说声对不起，这些年一直没学会爱自己。 You owe yourself an apology for all those years you have not learnt to love yourself.

24. 在乎才会乱想，不在乎连想都不会想。 People worry only because they care. They give no thoughts to things they have no care for.

My Comments:

Based on his comments, he must have been hurt real bad by the one gal he met and truly loved. With these words, I respect him even more. He was born of poor circumstances, but he grit on.

Do give him time, I am sure he will dazzle. May I wish him every success in whatever he aspires.

We all are victims of our own success. Unfortunately, it is only during when we finally failed that we finally realise our mistakes. Now I only just want to live.
心甘情愿。

p.What a Strange Way to End (2016)?

The last part is here:   The Oracle of Omaha of the East has Spoken

I have frequently asked the question:   What is the opposite of love?

The answer I got was not "hate", but "strangeness". If I not longer love a person, I will never hate her, but to treat her just like another passer-by. It is a strange way to end.

Sometimes I do admire a certain old, old fucken, he once said, "I am sure about 2011, but am not so sure about 2016." How powerful and accurate is his mastery! Man of his intellect, if he has deployed his intelligence to helping the weak ones, the society would have blessed him to no ends. But, unfortunately he has no scruples, he used instead his the-other-half - cunning to serve his ends.

What he gets in return is nothing more than a bad name. Like any other yellowskin, he couldn't serve a better god. Now he's on the road of no-return. He simply couldn't reverse a mistake he participated so passionately.

I was once in the stock market, I noticed if no one talked about it, it happened. But, when every one talked about it, it wouldn't. Now I noticed no one talked about 2016. I am afraid it will happen.

It is going to be unfortunate. A sad passing on. You may amass a zillion, but who do you pass it on to?

In reality, this old fucken reminded of a guy I used to know. He was super competitive and more than willing to show off. He had a good and super rich wife and the only son-in-law in the empire. But, he was not happy. He couldn't lord over his missy. So instead, he took frequent business trips to his kept mistress and drank soups. He had an empty large hole to fill. Everytime I talked to him, he was always that aggressive and vengeful guy. He fought every inch of his ground but to lose it all. He doesn't even value his friendships over money. Their likeness was amazing.

I wouldn't say I am currently better off than before. But, at least, I am free to do things I like to do and travel to strange lands to measure my worth.

So tengri, please be nice? I am going in again this week. So give me a small break. I need that. I have been waiting for this little break for more than 6 months already. Thank you in advance. I promise I will do gooder when I return to that little fucken island next.

p.This Behaviour Must Promote Lah

This behaviour must promote lah ... Shit is an important event you know! More jobs created too ... cleaning station ... securitization ... toilet upgrade ... Love every minute of it ...

p.Sigh! Another Blank

The last part is here:   Capital - How Did It All Begin

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Sigh! Another bad outing ...

Fuck them ... I am going in again for another week ...

Bad tengri, bad ...

Better bless me lah ...

p.Happy Birthday?

It used to be a proud moment for many.

I have lost it, many of my friends have lost it. A place once called home is no longer. Very difficult to accept in the first place, but reality has to push me to accept the inevitable.

After 10 years, I should be able to acclimatise into my new environment. There is no magic in this. Just need time.

I now feel like my forebears who took the hardest route to quit another fuckened place.

Every decision is necessarily painful and remote to success.

Hope that the task gets easier each time.

Aug 12 is an important day. May my great tengri serves me a break. If I am successful, I promise to be good.

Actually I can't wait to return to my birth place and hope to help some people. It may not be much. But it should be a good start. My means are humble but who cares about the humility. It is the heart that counts.

Through the years, people from my birth place had become plastic. It is sad but I still believe I owe it to the older generations for nurturing me to what I am today. I may not be much but I do feel a connection to my past. Maybe this sanity keeps me coming back time and again to meet those faces. Those familiar faces.

I believe I am feeling more rooted. May all those who are still struggling like me be at peace. Let time be your guardian. Rome was never build in a day.